Wednesday, August 24, 2005

Before the Wall

"Calinerie" by William Bouguereau (1825-1905) click picture for link

There is a purity in a child's mind that allows a parent or a loved one to let down their guard and be themselves.

I see myself treating my children with this same abandon, without worry of judgement.

And there was a time... long ago, that I vaguely remember how my father used to be around me.

But things change, and people begin to put up walls. Sometimes it's a parent, getting uncomfortable with their own child's loss of innocence. Some parents have no problem showing/allowing affection as long as their child doesn't get embarrassed. But as soon as the child becomes aware that others are watching, Boom! .. up goes a wall. Sometimes forever. It is invisible, but tangible.. like a father and son afraid to say, "I love you." Or a mother and daughter that became strangers during her high-school rebellion years, and have never found a way to re-connect.

This music is how I feel when I find myself adrift in the peaceful solace of an innocent hug, or the comfortable unjudging conversation with my kids.

Cherishing these moments before the walls start to grow.

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Anonymous said...

Before the Wall

A gift shared is twice the gift.

Thank you so much for sharing your gifts of musical composition and performance. I expect to use this hauntingly beautiful music in a slideshow (gladly crediting you). I know that the sound will greatly enhance the visual presentation.

Your kindness and openness are wonderful examples to all of us who have creative gifts that we can share.

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